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 Let's start things off by pointing out that when I opened Chrome this morning it pointed out to me that I was looking up in Wiki; the Karma Sutra, and Bears (Gay Culture). I look up some interesting things for IM-RPing, yup.

And on another RP note. I think I'm going to be letting go of Usagi for sure. I just don't have the grip on her I had, and it's not flowing any more. Any character that takes an hour to do a paragraph of a reply, is a character you're fighting against to play.It's sad, she was a delight to play and everyone did find her really sweet.

Weirdly, for the last few nights I've been waking up at 8:50am. Like without fail, but still going to bed around 1-2am. I think in part it has something to do with my tooth.

It's my left lower wisdom tooth, just feeling it with my tongue tells me its growing out, and while the last day or two it hasn't been vaguely hurty, I've realised that sleeping on my left makes it hurt. Okay, really not a surprise, because that's the side it's on so duh it' going to hurt when I'm leaning on it. Still massively annoying however.
Not only that, but the tooth is so rude, cosing now to start growing dumb, <i>TOOTH, I'm trying to save up to move out, whyyyyy now of all times??</i> I mean, not a massive deal, dad could always pay for it, however, it would be just another thing that makes me feel indebted to him and make me think I really should stay considering he's paid hand over fist to keep me dressed, fed, and really spoilt. I mean the man bought me a 06 car model after I wrote of my 94 model. Leg cramp or not, it was my fault and I should have been the one to work on getting a new one... Sure it would have never happened because it's taken me 4 months to save $500 because I keep spending it because I've developed frivolous spending as a crutch.

Ahhh this entry really isn't going anywhere now is it?

In other lines of thought, it can't be a good thing that I resent shopping because Gran makes it frustrating and stupid. Buying a $1 item, I tell her she'll never use it, she says she will then throws it out because it broke coming out of the packet. WHY WONT YOU LEARN ON THIS TOPIC??!!

Also, chewing on only the right side of my mouth is awkward, because I normally chew on the left. I guess I better call and make a dental appointment and lose all I've saved just so they can tell me the tooth has to come out then sell my car for the operation, or just get dad to pay for it.